Last night: July 24th, 2017

July 25th, 2017 | Tagged:

Rain and unseasonably cold. Anxiety abated, warm pajamas and hot soup. Laying on the couch, cat pressed against my tummy, watching TV. Breathing.

July 2017

July 4th, 2017

It was too hot inside, even with the air conditioning on, so I sat outside on the stoop and cried. It was about midnight and I wanted to walk around to get out some of my frustration, but I felt like I couldn’t because it was too dangerous for a girl and cried some more. I was fanning myself and the breeze was cool and consoling. As pitiful as I felt, I was glad I was able to feel that way at all. After awhile I walked back upstairs, opened all the windows, and fell asleep.